The Old Windrow Place

a novel by Orin Hargraves

©2007 by the author, all rights reserved

This novel appears here for the convenience of agents and publishers who have been alerted to its presence. But if you’ve landed here for some other reason there’s no reason that you shouldn’t have a look! You can read the book here, and also on Kindle if you’ve got one:

The Old Windrow Place is set in an archetypal American town, Ridgeview. There are four main characters, each of whom gets a turn at telling their version of the story. They are:

Dorothy Miller: a middle-aged nurse, now divorced, she is a Ridgeview native who gave up a child for adoption when she was a teenager and then lost a second child (from her failed marriage) in an accident. Aware that her life is a miserable rut, she gets the idea that taking a 10-day meditation retreat might change things.

Mark Loeman: a self-employed editor who lives in Ridgeview. He married after discovering that a woman he had met on a beach vacation became pregnant. Now married nine years or so and the father of twins from the long-ago beach romance, he is restless and unfulfilled. Events spark nostalgia for the gay life he abandoned. But did he burn his bridges?

Louise Loeman: mother and housewife. She copes, not very successfully, with many deep insecurities, including doubts about her husband’s emotional fidelity, a mysterious illness in one of her children, and the knowledge that she was adopted. Lately she has turned to evangelical Christianity as a source of support in her life.

Luc: the “stranger in town.” He acquires a farm property near Ridgeview and converts it to a Buddhist meditation retreat on behalf of his teacher, a Sri Lankan monk. He is also an aspiring writer, and meets Mark Loeman at the local YMCA one day.

The novel explores questions of love, faith, sexuality, belonging, and the afterlife, through the developing relationships among these characters. You might say it’s a book for people who are left behind by the “Left Behind” series: if karma makes more sense to you than prophecy, you’ll find it a pretty good read.

These hyperlinks will take you to the individual chapters:

Part I: October

Chapter

Epigraph (more of these to come! And I’m open to suggestions.)

Chapter 1

 

Chapter 2

 

Chapter 3

“The vicinity of women is a thorn to one leading the holy life.” —the Buddha

Chapter 4

 

Chapter 5

 

Chapter 6

“Love for our children, Lord, cuts into the outer skin; having cut into the outer skin, it cuts into the inner skin; having cut into the inner skin, it cuts into the flesh; having cut into the flesh, it cuts into the sinews; having cut into the sinews, it cuts into the bones; having cut into the bones, it reaches the marrow and stays there.” —Ven. Suddhodana

Chapter 7

 

Chapter 8

“As their hands touched and their lips met

the raging river pulled them down.” —Running Bear, by J.P. Richardson

 

Chapter 9

 

“It looks as if with the passage of time people seem to think that some of the morals laid down by religious teachers are outdated, and in their enthusiasm for a gay life they do not hesitate to put aside principles of behavior if they consider them a hindrance.” —Piyadessi Thera

Chapter 10

In a couple’s life, there is always an instant, sometimes imperceptible, when all the chips are out on the table, and if one person doesn’t notice what the other needs, that person loses. —Alicia Dujovne Ortiz

Coda: Thanksgiving

Chapter 11

Happy reading!